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Yes, I am a Disney Princess, thanks for asking
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the HELLA
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!! Hip-Hop & Life !!
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Westlake School for the Performing Arts
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Peter Pan
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music -- it`s my THERAPY.
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-X- oLmZ cRaYz3h cLa$$ Of 2004-X-
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| aka: the day of giving thanks.
1) my sister. IDK. i miss her nowadays. we don't fight anymore, but that's probably cuz i'm rarely home. she got me into the twilight hype. i can tell her everything. good stuff.
2) the originals. Nina and Stas. they've changed. I've changed. but somehow, it's the same. I don't know. One of those things I know i can rely on.
2.5) Grace. the bestie who never falters no matter how long it's been. the one who can talk shit forever and keep me entertained.
2.75) Riza. the one who actually makes an effort to keep in touch. the one who writes me back. i know i get annoyed sometimes, but the one who's persistent as hell and i'm glad she is so i know we won't ever forget about each other.
3) ucdavis
4) the apath building
5) dusty&dave
6) fuji sushi
7) babe. the only one who forgives my bitch rampages. the only one who doesn't tire of me. the one who leaves for a couple hours and still wants to see me at the end of the day. the one who completes my nights with a kiss and keeps me warm. the one who understands me. the one who believes in me. the one who stands by me when i'm right and calls me out when i'm wrong. the one who holds me tight when i cry. the one who takes care of me when i'm sick. the one who sacrifices so much to see me and see me happy. the one who waits on the sidelines when i need my limelight. the one who will bike in the rain to see me at 1am. the one that keeps me in check. the one.
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| Ok mine was a few months ago, but I had just started thinking about it recently. It's come up a few times in the past few months; not mine in particular, but people's in general. After being asked out, I remember thinking "finally, I'm gonna get kissed." A couple weeks into the relationship, there was still nothing but light kisses on the cheek from me to him. I remember that night though. We went to go watch a movie but found it was sold out, so headed back for a quiet disney-channel night in. I remember what I was wearing (jeans and my vans sweatshirt haha), what he was wearing, the way he smelled, his silhouette against the TV while Sky High was playing in the background. All I remember apart from that was that I wanted it. I was tired of waiting. I'd been semi-trying to save it for some time really romantic. I mean, everyone only gets one first kiss in his or her life. Of course I wanted mine to be special, one-of-a-kind, amazing. Every girl dreams of being swept off her feet and driven into love or softly being kissed and losing control of her limbs allowing her foot to pop. Honestly, it fit none of these criteria. I just wanted it, and being the spoiled child that I am, I get what I want when I want it, and this was no exception. It just happened. I wasn't even sure it happened or if I had imagined it, so I went in for a second one. haha. But after that first one the relationship got confusing. I wasn't sure if I was supposed to kiss him hello or goodbye, or how he felt about PDA and to what extent. It was a big step for me-...for us. It almost completely changed everything. We were still happy but I could tell we were both confused. I sort of liked that confusion. It's so mysterious and innocent...it just sort of twinkles everytime your eyes meet but neither of you want to acknowledge that it's there. I'm glad I suddenly found the inspiration to write this. I know I would want to look back at this someday and it's great to have this account on record. | | |
| OMJ! myspace is sorta dead now that i'm on facebook, but writing in this is still fun. i met the love of my life in canada. His name was Spike and it was the hardest goodbye i've ever had to say. actually it was the second hardest. babe knows what i'm talking about. i'm not fond of pet names in relationships, but i make exceptions in the one i'm in now (= my nails are usually a good conversation-starter cuz i do my nails super complicated-like when i'm bored, sad, frustrated, or just need me-time. i'm pretty happy with where i am right now. i don't know if i'll be this happy a little while from now, because i'll be in college. i don't know how to study. people generally study in college. i don't know how this relationship will work out. but there are cows in college! hm, maybe i'll be happy after all. speaking of college, my roommate's name is Jinna. if you rearrange the letters in her name it spells "ninja." i have a lucky turtle named Ninja (= back to Jinna, she wants to get a tattoo. i have this new thing where i put lick-on tattoos on my laptop. i don't actually lick them on by the way. so far i only have two: 1) a sparkly purple hibiscus flower and 2) a jonas brothers one on the clicker of my finger pad. i also have a nubi yogurt sticker on the right side of the keyboard. but i need a new one cuz it's crooked. i'll replace it after i got back to nubi. i like yogurt. i've spent sooo much money on the new craze. a perfect day for me would have to somehow consist of yogurt and the beach. i like the beach. it reminds me of the islands to whose beats i dance. find me shakin' it with Te Pura O Te Rahura'a forever and ever. anyway, back to the beach. i've been going a lot this summer. more than i have any other summer. today, my sister pointed out that i have a short-shorts tan. i'm super proud of it. because i'm super white. any sort of tan helps. back to the yogurt craze. i can be a hype beast sometimes. whatever. it's hype for a reason. i like animals. i like the zoo. i'm going to try to get a job there next summer. hopefully in the hospital. i gave tours around there during zoo-member events so i know my way around and i can tell you all you need to know about desert tortoise bladder-stones. i'm also skilled in handling australian walking sticks and silk moths. other things from the IZ too but i'd rather not hold them. i can also train a chicken to stand in a tub and find a triangle. hopefully i can do all that next summer. but not this summer. because this summer's almost over. ok this is long enough. until next time. tootles! | | |
| Davis was alright. it was hot. i'm taking randomass classes:
1. Math 12
2. WKLD Chem (laaaame)
3. Intro to Music Literature
4. Mediterranean Art History
food was good. people were nice. spent a lot of time just chillin' w/ emily and paolo. bought a cuteseyass sweatshirt (=
OFF TO TAHOE!
yeee. hella crackin'. apples 2 apples the first night. no sleep. watched the sunrise! knocked for a couple hours. pancakes! then hammock! yayyy! spaghetti then down to the laaaake. "swam" in the lake. hella fun. back to the house for hot tub! couldn't work it tho so it was a cold tub haha. showered w/ grace lol. went to explore. went to nevada. had jamba, caramel apple, fudge. home to make burgers! yay! played drinking games. drank lots of sunny d. went home the next morning. yayyy (= | | |
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